Why???

Well its been quite a week and I know I haven’t posted anything in a loooonnnngggg time.  But after this week I have to release some stress.  Ok it all started awhile ago probably a year or more these people ended up moving in down the street and they had at the time 3 kids and a goat, well the goat ended up at our house and it was so skinny and untaken care of but we ended up taking it back and being as we raise goats gave the new commers a few tips.  Well shortly after that they got a dog and well its ended up at our place numerous times to eat hang out and knock up our dogs twice now, well to go even deeper they have these children, one morning early my sister was leaving for work at about 6 am or so and she came across a baby maybe 1 or so in the middle of the street alone.  Now yes we live in the woods down a relatively not busy street, however during logging season those trucks speed up and down the road, during hunting season the hunters are the same.  Anyway she picked the child up and if we knew then what we know now…well she went up to the house and knocked for aprox. 5-10 minutes before the childs father came sleeply to the door.  She returned the child and let them know if a logger or hunter had rounded that corner the child would not be here any more, well that happened then they lost their dog offered a reward we returned it with our runner recieved no reward but what are neighbors for right, well found out she had another child (rumor is they want 7) a little girl, then I heard that the child, the baby no less fell of the bed and broke her collarbone, i said wow…then some family of mine had to call the sherriff’s office when they witnessed the 4ish year old on a huge 4 wheeler with his 2 year old brother, we were instructed to call if we see that again and i suppose they were cited or warned!  Then 2 weeks ago yesterday I heard the sound of the 4 wheelers and looked up to the road and what do I see, the 4 year old on the thing alone no shoes no helmet screaming at the top of his lungs for his father who had already rode most of the way home before turning around to come get the child, well of course before the authorities could arrive they had finished riding and the police told us there was nothing he could do unless he actually witnessed him on it.  I told them I was just concerned that one of those children was going to get hurt.  And well…back to Thursday, I rode into Ocala to take my oldest for her doctors appt at 3 we arrived back out here around 5 stopped at the gas station and i got my smokes and the lady behind the counter, (another neighbor) asked if id heard about the baby….I didnt of course…she told me the mother was bathing the child when the phone rang and she ran to answer it and the baby nearly drowned and she didnt know if it was gonna make it.  So I rushed home and passed their house to see Crime Scene Tape up the Crime Scene Unit in the drive with others from the sherriffs office.  I later found out that the mother was bathing the 9 month old and the 2 year old in the tub full of water upstairs when she heard the phone ring downstairs, she went to answer it and returned about 3 to 4 min. later to find the baby face down in the tub.  The paramedics arrived 7 min. after the 911 call was placed and the child was in cardiac arrest, the got her back in the amblance a little while later while in transport to the hospital which is about 23 miles from us.

I am appualed at this.  That there have been so many “accidents” and yet it takes them killing a child before anything could be done and now authourities are still calling it an “accident”.  I know I may seem harsh but I am so angry at the parents for being so careless.  I am being yelled at by people for saying it wasent an accident.  People who are too young to have children of their own.  Everyone in our neighborhood has witnessed on at least one occasion or another some type of neglect from these people and now no one will admit to it and are condeming me for saying what I feel.  Yes I am sad the child died.  It breaks my heart.  I myself have 5 children and would probably not be able to live with myself if I was so careless with them.  I know we all make mistakes but how many mistakes must we make before we learn from them.

Thats just my opinion take it as you will, just lets not neglect our children due to our own selfishness!

Thanks,

Jessica

Today…

Good afternoon all.  Today is starting out fairly well.   After being struck down last week with a stupid wisdom tooth that was killing me I woke this morning to a stye in my eye.  WHY….GRRRR…one thing after another it seems.  Oh well life goes on.  The kids have been a wreck.  I believe I’m going to have to take everything away this time toys, tv, games everything.  I came home yesterday to my husband cleaning their rooms that yes my children have been told for a while now they needed to clean.  I’m trying so hard to teach my kids about respect and responsibility so they will grow up and be respectable additions to the world.  I do not want some lazy mooching off the government and whoever else will let them kids.  I hate that.  The welfare system needs a makeover.  Seriously there is only one of us in our home that works and we have several bills to pay.  Number one first comes the child support for my 3 step children then there is food, the seven hundred a month mortgage (i refuse to rent its riduclous) the electric,  the car insurance (got rid of the payment thank god), then to the fun stuff like phone, cable, internet, dining out, going places doing things.  I don’t understand how we can make it and so the things we can do and others whine and cry and make twice the money we do and have nothing.  We are far from even middle class if you ask me but we live well.  Our children dont lack anything except the stupid over priced toys.  But we make it on around 15-1800 a month income so whats wrong with the rest of these low lifes….we dont have medicade, food stamps, or any other type of government assistance yet….on what we have we make it.  I dont understand.  I guess I will just be happy that I’m not sapping away your tax dollars to support my habbits and have things I want in life.  We work for them and make the best of what we have. I’m comfortable with the way my life is.  No one would know we were not at least middle class.  We live in an almost brand new home when we bought it it was brand new built in 04 and have lived here since Nov. of 04, we have a nice piece of property in a nice neighborhood with our 2 dogs 3 fish a bird and our kids.  I think we are doing pretty well….however we are trying (not doing well) to sell…I was sick last year and that hurt us badly.  I had cervical cancer and at the young age of 28 had to  have a total hysterctomy.  Everything gone.  They left my better ovary for now but more than likely it will be removed soon.  It was a heridetary form of cancer after my being diagnosed it encouraged my mother to get checked and well….now shes going under the knife in 2 weeks and my sister is going in for a biopsy next week.  I hope our daughters dont have this also but the out look in my opinion isnt great.  However I want to live closer to my family.  They own 10 beautiful acres on the other side of town our house there is almost finished being redone now if I could just sell this one would be nice.  Anyway,  I guess its about lunch for me and the little one so maybe we can catch a nap or so before the girls get out of school and my sister goes to work and I get the joy of babysitting my niece and nephew yay!!!.  I’ll write more later and have a wonderful day!  Enjoy life to its fulliest no matter what your means are!

Jessica Chavis!

Another Day another….

Today, today was a boring day here in the beautiful Ocala, Florida.  I woke up knowing I was going to babysit this afternoon, and that went well.  No problems there.  Today I am washing this Michael Crook from under my skin.  I said before I wasen’t going to talk about him anymore and well, I have decided that I am not after today! (which if anyone knows me persoally…probably wont be true lol)  But with that said.  I am going to gripe yet again about how stupid I believe this sick twisted individual to be.  He has a small mind. 

 Just yesterday I was talking to my daughter, who is about to turn 9, about boys…ahhhhh, we were simply discussing about how in  a few years she will want nothing to do with her “mommy” and everything to do with “boys”.  So to try to discourage her from the thought of dating to young I simply said, (being as she has a little brother) you know, boys are not smart people, why she asked, I said its simple hunny, they say when a girl has a baby her brains come out with it, well, the same is similar for boys, when they are a baby they are cute, funny, and lovable, but as that peepee grows, well their brain gets smaller.  Their brains go to the peepee and make it grow bigger, so they are not smarter anymore.  She laughed and walked away, as I sat thinking wow, that is funny.  So In my opinion, the bigger the penis the stupider the man.  Now obivously I am married to a wonderful man and as such he would not agree and this was just my analigy for an 8 year old child, as such has nothing to do with fact, but it was funny and I thought I would share it with you. 

With that being said, I think I will make these blogs about raising children, instead of my origional intent, which was to try to make Michael Crook as mad as I, but, after carful thought and consideration, it wouldn’t be worth my time or energy to spend my time thinking and whatnot about some stupid individual.  He isnt worth anymore of my thoughts and I would only be stooping to his level and I for one am not as stupid as he!

If there happens to be a topic you would like me to write about I would love to hear it. 

Thanks again,

Jessica

First one…here goes nothing!

Well.  Here goes nothing.  Welcome to my mind.  Glad you could make it.  I hope I don’t take up too much of your time or waste it for that matter.  Now, on to the pressing subject on my mind.  Have any of you heard of this Michael Crook.  Yes, the internet blogger jerk.   I will do you all the favor of only speaking of him on this one and only blog.  (we wouldn’t want to give him any more of our time than that)  I just can’t understand where he get’s his facts.  Now, until a few days ago I have myself never heard of him.  But, see there was an accident here in the Beautiful Ocala, Florida, my hometown, that involved 5 teenage boys who, yes, as Michael says, were not thinking like adults.  They took a car onto an airstrip and in a long story short, the flew off the airstrip crashing their car into pieces killing all of them.  Now, I do understand that yes that was a stupid thing to do, however, the way he has talked about our city or state and it’t citizens is just uncalled for.   I am not condoning the actions these young men took that night that took their lives, but, I do feel that they have paid the highest price for thier thoughtlessness.  Noone no matter how they die deserves the type of disrespect that this Michael Crook has givin them, their family, and friends and then the disresepct that he is giving our city and state.  He dosen’t care what we think, he dosen’t care that the way he talks about the things he writes about hurt people.  Well I am not hurt but annoyed by his writings and his sence of heartless inhumanity.  He is in my OPINION a completly insensitive jerk.  He may have some education, but, when it comes to common sence, that he lacks drastically!

So to end my first, I will say to the family and friends of the 5 teenage boys who lost their life in Ocala, Florida my thoughts and prayers are with you in this most horrible time.  I know how it feels to loose someone you love too soon.  May GOD be with you all.  And to Michael Crook may GOD also be with you, you will also be prayed for even if you do not feel you need it.  Through Crist anything is possible! 

Jess